She woke up to Extremer’s chorus. The sun was setting and she was alone under the soft sheets smelling of lavender. Jim had left some hours ago to let her rest, since it was easy to tell she wouldn’t, having him around. So she had fell sound asleep, exhausted, and now she had the persistent feeling of being still dreaming. But she wasn’t, this was not the Black Rock but the Ashtray, and that music had to be a phone ringing. She found the song was coming from the other night side table and stretched out to reach it, as Extremer went on at a growing volume. By the night light she found and iphone with a small red ribbon, and laughed when she saw the one calling was “your personal J”.
“Hey, ya awake?”
“You just woke me up… what time is it?”
“Almost dinner time in this proper lands. Wanna stay home, just the two of us? Or feel like dinning out with the guys?”
“Out’s fine, if you want to… just let me take a shower and…”
“Ok, I’ll pick you up in 40, that’s enough?”
“Text me the address and I’ll meet you there.”
“What!?”
“I need to start moving around by myself, Jim.”
“C’mon, woman, don’t ya…”
“Promise to call you if I get lost.”
She heard him chewing grunts and objections, she held back a giggle.
“Ok, ya know the place. Take a cab, it’s some 15 minutes from your place. Can ya make it there in an hour?”
“Sure.”
“Fine, I’ll be there.”
“Ok, see you later, then.”
“Later, and call if ya…”
“Love you.”
She hung up, because she was no longer able to hold back her laughter, though she loved him being so attentive. It made her feel secure and taken care of, made her feel she could start venturing around because he was always there, like he had been since the very first day, to hold her up if she needed him to. It might sound contradictory, but it made her feel free.
She turned her netbook on before opening her suitcase, wondering which should be the first song she would play in the Ashtray. Her NØ Return’s folder looked tempting, but she wanted something quieter now; there would be time to torture her neighbors. She chose Sarah McLachlan’s Elsewhere and went to the bathroom singing it.
I love the time and in between
The calm inside me
In this place where I can breathe
I believe there is a distance I have wandered
To touch upon the years of
Reaching out, reaching in
Holding out, holding in
I believe this is heaven
To no-one else but me
And I’ll defend it for as long as I can be
Left here to linger in silence if I want to
Would you try to understand it?
I know this love is passing time
Passing through like liquid
And I am drunk in my desire
But I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands
Reach out and hold me near
Oh, the quiet child awaits
The day when she can break free
The mold that clings like desperation
Mother, can’t you see I have to live my life
The way I feel it’s right for me
Might not be right for you
But it’s right for me.
The place was Sean’s favorite Italian restaurant. Silvia entered in a hurry, since she was about to be late, and almost stumbled onto a stern old man in a spotless dark suit, who cut her way with a suspicious harsh look to ask her about her reservation. Only then she realized she might be in trouble: how many women would show up swearing they had an appointment with the Robinsons whenever they were there? She took in a deep breath.
I love the time and in between
The calm inside me
In this place where I can breathe
I believe there is a distance I have wandered
To touch upon the years of
Reaching out, reaching in
Holding out, holding in
I believe this is heaven
To no-one else but me
And I’ll defend it for as long as I can be
Left here to linger in silence if I want to
Would you try to understand it?
I know this love is passing time
Passing through like liquid
And I am drunk in my desire
But I love the way you smile at me
I love the way your hands
Reach out and hold me near
Oh, the quiet child awaits
The day when she can break free
The mold that clings like desperation
Mother, can’t you see I have to live my life
The way I feel it’s right for me
Might not be right for you
But it’s right for me.
The place was Sean’s favorite Italian restaurant. Silvia entered in a hurry, since she was about to be late, and almost stumbled onto a stern old man in a spotless dark suit, who cut her way with a suspicious harsh look to ask her about her reservation. Only then she realized she might be in trouble: how many women would show up swearing they had an appointment with the Robinsons whenever they were there? She took in a deep breath.
“Good evening, I came to meet Mr. Robinson” she said, and her voice didn’t sound as firm as she would have liked. “Mr. Jim Robinson…”
The old man’s face lost his harsh look into a mocking billboard: “Sure, and I’m Lady Di”. She was about to turn towards the tables, trying to recall where the musicians used to sit, when the old man dropped all of his sarcasm for a suddenly respectful, docile look.
“It’s ok, Massimo, she’s with us” somebody said behind her.
She spun around recognizing Sean’s voice, he nodded hi at her to face again the man, almost frowning at him. “And mark her face, Massimo, cuz she’s with my brother” he added.
“Of course, Mr. Robinson” the man lowered his head at Silvia with an apologetic nod. “My apologies, ma’am, please be welcome.”
Then Sean signaled her to follow and led her towards the third table by the wall. Jo and Tom were smiling and waving at her, while Jim was flapping an empty bread box before the waiters’ faces, thundering the place with his:
“C’MON!! GIMME SOME!!”













